humanity

I once seen a quote that said "you are the reason someone believes in the goodness of people". I've never been able to put into words why exactly I continue to go out of my way to ensure the people around me are happy. but this explains it perfectly. I want someone to believe in humanity because of me. I want to be a tiny glimmer of light in someones dull life. I want to buy you flowers for no reason, drop off shopping when you haven't left the house, hold your hair back when you're sick, all the things I wish someone would do for me. I just hope to god that someday, someone in this god forsaken world thinks of me this way. I want to die knowing I was a good person. because if im being totally honest, I am the only reason I still believe in the goodness of people. I may not have ever seen it in others, but I see it in myself. and thats enough for me right now.