who am i without you?

people always talk about changing their entire personalities when someone leaves, so that they no longer know the version of you that they once held. so that's exactly what i did. i let go of every detail you knew of me. pink is no longer my favourite colour. i no longer prefer my hair straight. i don't bake cakes for fun at 1am anymore. i don't post gym pics for you to see anymore. i don't wear the type of clothes you liked me in anymore. i don't find your jokes funny or your smile enchanting. i am not the same person you once knew. the only problem is, i don't know my favourite colour anymore. because if i'm being honest with myself, i let you consume every inch of my soul. i let you intertwine with the gaps in my mind. and now, i am nothing without you. if i am not the person you knew, then i don't know who i am.