stuck.

the realisation that mental illness swallows your entire life is something that's difficult to come to terms with. so wrapped up with trying to survive just another day, you miss out on so much around you. i was glad to finally have made it out of school alive, but now i'm not so sure. no qualifications, no prom, no graduation, no final summer, no college, no new memories or opportunities awaiting, no friends. now everyone has moved on and left you behind, and your slowly drowning in pressure, all over again. i'm completely alone with nothing to show for my life. mental illness took my past, and now my future too. so i guess i'm stuck in the present moment, wondering whether or not to go on.