a final letter to you...

this is my final letter to you. i need not even say a name as you already know who you are. but this is the final thing i have to say to you. i never wanted more than what you had to offer. i never wanted you to change who you were. i supported every stupid decision you made. i laughed but never corrected your little mistakes. i even let you treat me like the dirt you walk on. and still, never said a word, i accepted it. because i was so afraid to lose you. all i ever wanted, was my friend back. i just needed to cry to you on facetime at 4am. i just wanted to tell you how my day was. but every time i opened my phone, your name was nowhere in sight. why do you always force me to leave you? you have no idea just how badly it actually hurts inside. i miss my best friend. you're all i had. i needed you. but every time i let you back in, you came up with new and more creative ways to hurt me. so i'm done now. i just want you to know what you're giving up. because i know, with every inch of my being. that no one. will ever. be able to love you, even a fraction, of the way i did. so i guess this is goodbye. perhaps in another life, my love.