a moment of peace.

i think i finally found it. that feeling i missed so dearly, the feeling that i longed for so deep in my soul. the feeling i was so desperately searching for. there i was, just as i imagined, on a busy train. the view of bright fields skimming past my eyes, my favourite song blasting in my ears, bobbing my leg, almost smiling at the innocence of the moment. i was content, even if only for a few minutes of bliss. i felt it once again. and yes, i was still at my lowest point, so what changed? why now did i find what i lost so long ago? i think, maybe... i just... stopped caring. i finally just gave in. so yes, i guess i was still miserable, but at least for a few short moments, i enjoyed the simple, careless pleasures of life. maybe it's not all bad...