the love no one wants

why does no one want me? i don't understand it. i love so hard, so unconditionally. i would kill for someone. i would die for someone. i don't think there's anything that you could ever do to make me hate you. i don't understand why people don't want the love i offer. if you just let me show you, i know you will never truly even begin to comprehend how much i love, but please... just let me try. let me show you how deeply it goes. i notice the little things, i know details. i know that you shake your leg when you’re nervous. i know that you will work your hands to the bone to prove yourself to people. i know that you smile at everyone you see, and that it’s so contagious that it lights up an entire room. i know that your mum is your best friend. i know you cuddle your little dog when you feel alone at night. i know that the only time your mind is silenced is in the kitchen. i know that you can't sleep in a warm bed. i know that you’re self conscious and it kills me that you'll never see yourself the way i do. i know that the reason you love talking to my dad is because yours was never there. and i'd love to share him with you, he's yours now too. but i need you let me love you. because although you may never understand it, i can confidently say without a single doubt in my mind, you will never find someone who will love you as deeply, as purely, as whole as i can. i will stick by your side on the days you push me away, on the days i’m so mad i could punch you, i will still be there. i will always be there, even if i’m not by your side, i will always be there for you. the same way i have been. after every stupid fight. i can't stay away. we always seem to find our way back to each other. i just need you to let me love you with everything i have inside of me.