power.

you really loved hurting me didn't you. you found a certain satisfaction in watching me grow so fond of you before tearing me from your arms and watching as my eyes glazed over. you made my worst fears come true. and you loved every minute of it, didn't you? don't lie, you got off on it. it made you feel strong. powerful. needed. you loved the mind games. you loved making me so miserable and then taking me back as if you were doing me a favour. you had no intension of truly wanting me, you only continued the cycle merely for your own entertainment.