forever missing you...

i miss you. as much as i hate to admit it, i think i’ll always miss you. like the way the stars miss the sun. in a constant loop of chasing each other but knowing they’ll never meet. i miss you. i miss the smell of your cologne. i miss your witty remarks. your sarcastic tone. your flirty jokes. i miss the way you looked at me, right into my soul — like with one look you knew every thought going through my mind. you understood me. i miss the way you made me feel. the butterflies swarming in my stomach. you made me so nervous that you were the first person to ever be able to silence my rambling nonsense. my words stuttered and my mind came to a halt. you took my hand and suddenly everything made sense. you held me and for the first time, i felt safe. i felt home.