then vs now.

stained sheets. bed rashes. high school drop out. greasy hair. 

baggy sweats in summer. sleeping through the day. awake all 

night. sitting in the shower. chipped nail polish. blinds down 

during the day. sad songs on repeat. damp pillows. smoking 

out the window at 5am. messages on delivered. sleeping pills. 

crying over the toilet. stumbling feet and dizzy heads. waking 

up on the floor. chunky jewellery. smeared eyeliner. vodka on 

an empty stomach.

- the girl you knew.

silver hoops and dainty necklaces. new gym clothes. hair masks.

iced coffee and bagels in the morning. french tips. pinterest vision

boards. finding spare change for the bus. bubble baths. perfume.

pictures of the sky. working everyday. saving to travel. a memory 

box. skincare. white linen. stuffed animals. gelled back buns. spa 

days."keep your hood down" walks in the rain. low waisted jeans 

and sundresses. mascara and blush. lana del ray.

- the girl i am now.