he fell first, but she fell harder.

i guess we really were the perfect example of "he fell first, but she fell harder". you were smart, i’ll give you that much. you were so snide to love bomb me all at once and slowly rope me in, and then just once you realised how hard i'd fallen, you turned it off. just like that. like a switch. at the click of your fingers. you banished any and all feelings you ever had for me. and now there's nothing. i'm invisible to you. so invisible that i'm left with a scratchy throat after crying on my bedroom floor at three in the morning draped in the finest gown, the most sparkling diamonds and these delicate curls swept behind my ear as the mascara runs down my face. because the realisation that you weren't playing hard to get, you just simply didn't want me anymore, had finally hit. so i applaud you for your performance, but i'm done now. i give up. you won.